Waking up in a giant feather bed, I stretch my arms above my body and turn my head to look at the curving, studded walls around me. There's not a single window here, and while that might have bothered me just a few hours ago, I've come to completely accept where I am. Nathan would call me naive. He'd call me a puppy, blindly following any stranger that held his hand out to me.
Maybe that's true, but no one would believe me back home even if I told them where I was or what I was doing. Not even the people who know what I can do and what I'm capable of. I'm the dreamer, head in the clouds. Sometimes literally.
Things have not been so easy for me lately. I nearly blew up New York City. I lost my memory and my last girlfriend in a future that I subsequently erased from existence. I met my father, a man who I thought was dead for over a year, had him purge what made me special from my very soul, and watched him die. Luckily, the illicit serum he had been working on restored what I thought I'd lost, even if it did not save me from my current strained relationship with my family.
For the moment, though, that doesn't matter. I'm grinning as I climb out of bed, locate my shirt on the floor and head out into a circular promenade so large that I actually can't remember where the stairs are. This particular portion of my current homes makes the idea of a feather bed inside a little blue wooden box less strange.
But even that can't compare to the man I'm traveling with.
"Uh... Doctor!" Or that I can even be lost inside a six foot square shed.
Maybe that's true, but no one would believe me back home even if I told them where I was or what I was doing. Not even the people who know what I can do and what I'm capable of. I'm the dreamer, head in the clouds. Sometimes literally.
Things have not been so easy for me lately. I nearly blew up New York City. I lost my memory and my last girlfriend in a future that I subsequently erased from existence. I met my father, a man who I thought was dead for over a year, had him purge what made me special from my very soul, and watched him die. Luckily, the illicit serum he had been working on restored what I thought I'd lost, even if it did not save me from my current strained relationship with my family.
For the moment, though, that doesn't matter. I'm grinning as I climb out of bed, locate my shirt on the floor and head out into a circular promenade so large that I actually can't remember where the stairs are. This particular portion of my current homes makes the idea of a feather bed inside a little blue wooden box less strange.
But even that can't compare to the man I'm traveling with.
"Uh... Doctor!" Or that I can even be lost inside a six foot square shed.
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Date: 2010-02-04 05:22 am (UTC)And this man said he was dying. Soon. I can at least give him all of my time until then. He's saving me. And he's got this light inside of him... I want to reach through to it and clasp it. He's got this weird charisma. I can almost taste it.
Not a normal thing to feel, maybe, but it might be worthwhile to let him know how I feel.
My free hand presses to his chest, fingers splayed before I look back up at him. "Doctor. It's going to sound weird, but I feel things about people. Like, the things that make them up. I'm not always a good judge of character--" Christ, I'm used more than any other man alive! "But I know it when someone's amazing. And you're amazing. I want to be near someone like that."
It's sounding like a bad romance novel now! Way to go Petrelli.
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Date: 2010-02-04 05:39 am (UTC)I glance down at him once again, his hand feeling warm against my chest. He really is speaking from the heart, I can see it within his large eyes. He needs me as much as I need him.
"So do I" I whisper back to him. "I hope you are very aware of the choice you're about to make?" I ask him lowly.
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Date: 2010-02-04 05:52 am (UTC)A strange thought crosses my mind and I dismiss it, stepping back, suddenly embarrassed. I make some lame small talk about breakfast and wanting to learn how the TARDIS works and what sort of place we can visit for lunch.
I bury the image of the Doctor's hands on either side of my neck as he leans in to--
I've always been just a little messed up, but that, my friends, takes the cake. I head to the door and shut it, leaning back against it in triumph. Why ruin the good time we're going to have?
I use to think that the world revolves around Nathan.
But now? I think it actually revolves around the Doctor.
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Date: 2010-02-04 06:11 am (UTC)"I want to make sure that you are ready for this" I reply back to him. A little grin spreading along my lips.
We're so close to each other, inchs apart it seems. I watch as he pulls back rather embarrassed and I do the same. My hand going up to quickly run through my wild hair.
I watch as Peter makes his exit and I can't help but smile slightly. I hadn't expected a man to take my offer, I'm usually travling with beautiful, young women.
Now here I am with Peter and it's just as perfect, if not a little more. Leaning over I fidgit with the consols before we are hurling into time and space once again.
It's back to earth for now so Peter can get a few things and maybe say goodbye to those he loves.
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Date: 2010-02-04 08:48 pm (UTC)http://chimeramimic.livejournal.com/1097.html?thread=136521#t136521
Peter's going o.o EEK! ))