Waking up in a giant feather bed, I stretch my arms above my body and turn my head to look at the curving, studded walls around me. There's not a single window here, and while that might have bothered me just a few hours ago, I've come to completely accept where I am. Nathan would call me naive. He'd call me a puppy, blindly following any stranger that held his hand out to me.
Maybe that's true, but no one would believe me back home even if I told them where I was or what I was doing. Not even the people who know what I can do and what I'm capable of. I'm the dreamer, head in the clouds. Sometimes literally.
Things have not been so easy for me lately. I nearly blew up New York City. I lost my memory and my last girlfriend in a future that I subsequently erased from existence. I met my father, a man who I thought was dead for over a year, had him purge what made me special from my very soul, and watched him die. Luckily, the illicit serum he had been working on restored what I thought I'd lost, even if it did not save me from my current strained relationship with my family.
For the moment, though, that doesn't matter. I'm grinning as I climb out of bed, locate my shirt on the floor and head out into a circular promenade so large that I actually can't remember where the stairs are. This particular portion of my current homes makes the idea of a feather bed inside a little blue wooden box less strange.
But even that can't compare to the man I'm traveling with.
"Uh... Doctor!" Or that I can even be lost inside a six foot square shed.
Maybe that's true, but no one would believe me back home even if I told them where I was or what I was doing. Not even the people who know what I can do and what I'm capable of. I'm the dreamer, head in the clouds. Sometimes literally.
Things have not been so easy for me lately. I nearly blew up New York City. I lost my memory and my last girlfriend in a future that I subsequently erased from existence. I met my father, a man who I thought was dead for over a year, had him purge what made me special from my very soul, and watched him die. Luckily, the illicit serum he had been working on restored what I thought I'd lost, even if it did not save me from my current strained relationship with my family.
For the moment, though, that doesn't matter. I'm grinning as I climb out of bed, locate my shirt on the floor and head out into a circular promenade so large that I actually can't remember where the stairs are. This particular portion of my current homes makes the idea of a feather bed inside a little blue wooden box less strange.
But even that can't compare to the man I'm traveling with.
"Uh... Doctor!" Or that I can even be lost inside a six foot square shed.
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Date: 2009-12-06 03:49 am (UTC)Yet I know having Peter come along with me may have not been the best of choices. I have lost so many or they have chosen to leave me behind. Rose, Martha, Donna, the list could go on. As much as I wish not to show it and pretend that it doesn't my hearts break when it comes to my final goodbye. Time spent with me isn't safe, isn't always perfect but in the end it is worth it. So I like to think. I can do anything. Change anything. I'm the last of the Time Lords, I have that power.
Still I know my time is growing short. It wont be too much longer now. My song is ending and soon the darkness will come. I do not know when or how but I'm preparing myself. I'm avoiding everything I can at all cost. Until I am needed once again. My thoughts suddenly vanish as I hear that voice.
"Peter?"
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Date: 2009-12-06 04:56 am (UTC)You Are Here.
I need one of those with a bright yellow arrow. Or maybe a guide book would work, something with a map so that I can find the bathroom or the kitchen.
That makes me pause as I move past him, frowning just ever so lightly as I scratch my chest. "You don't sleep. But do you eat?" I could say something else, but my stomach's talking for me.
((Sorry about that! LJ's being a bastard. No notifications for the past few hours.))
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Date: 2009-12-06 05:10 am (UTC)I grin up at him. Yes the two of us are going to get along very nicely. I love a person who is up for any sort of an adventure. It keeps things interesting and me busy. I watch as him jumps down to greet me, I'm currently swaying side to side in place. "You'll find your way around, in time" I grin at him.
"I guess I had best feed you. What do you prefer?" I ask with a slight grin. I can take him anywhere, any time, any planet, any world.
(( LJ has been acting very odd today. Very annoying. It keeps trying to eat my post and such. Bloody thing))
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Date: 2009-12-06 05:20 am (UTC)I'm really easy to please most of the time. Mom always said I was a good kid. I wasn't a picky eater, I wasn't a picky dresser, and I pretty much did what I was told. Funny, standing in the middle of the TARDIS, that I realize I am a little bit of a puppy. At least the Doctor asks what I want and doesn't feel the need to order me around for my own good! So that's a plus.
"Or as long as it isn't moving still. I saw a show once where this guy ate a tiny octopus and t was still wriggling around. I thought I was going to be sick for days!"
It's easy to talk to the Doctor. He seems to think that the things that come out of my mouth are actually worth listening to.
"But you pick. Something I haven't had before." I don't know how many planents there are, but I'm excited to find out.
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Date: 2009-12-06 05:27 am (UTC)"I'm sure I can find you something worth eating" I beam.
Peter is very different than most humans I have met.I've never known a human to fly before. That intrigues me greatly. Also unlike some humans I have came across, Peter doesn't expect anything of me, at least not yet. He's very calm, simple and was more than eager to accept my invitation for an adventure.
"What do you usually enjoy for breakfast?" I ask him. Very interested of course.
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Date: 2009-12-06 05:38 am (UTC)I guess he's the type of guy that looks like he belongs most places, even if he sticks out with his wide, toothy grin and more energy than a five year old.
Come to think of it, he's actually more hyper than my nephews are. He can't stand still for even a second.
"Let's see, usually I just have Captain Krunch. Without milk. I don't know why but I never remember to use it before it gets chunky. Now, when I was living with Mom and Dad, we use to have soft boiled eggs. In those antique egg stands. Yeah, seriously. Pretentious, huh?"
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Date: 2009-12-06 06:06 am (UTC)I'm not one to stand still. I like to move. Moving keeps you well, moving. Gets you places. Why stand still when you can get so much more accomplished by moving? I find myself rocking along my heels now, my maroon trailers loose along my slender, long feet.
"Not at all" I chuckle. "How about a nice warm breakfast?
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Date: 2009-12-06 06:29 am (UTC)It only takes me ten seconds to realize that I've wandered into an endless stretch of corridor.
"I think I should just follow you," I say, feeling just a little sheepish as my eyes rove over the walls. It's all so similiar, but I'm already trying to identify landmarks. Of course, I don't know how long he'll keep me. He did mention girls.
I don't want to cramp his style.
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Date: 2009-12-06 06:40 am (UTC)"Alright" I chuckle." Right this way" I begin as I stick my right foot out to go right but instead I quickly spin left, hands still tucked within my pockets as I make my way down the hall.
"Would you prefer eating breakfast inside or out?" I call to him.
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Date: 2009-12-06 06:57 am (UTC)He's taller than I am, by maybe four inches or so. My eyes hit him at the collar of his suit jacket. I shift them to gaze over his shoulder instead. I'm almost tempted to ask him if we can stop off at my apartment. I have a suit in my closet.
I think. Somewhere.
Walking around in jeans and a white t-shirt while he's more formal -- minus the sneakers -- could be awkward? Nathan's always telling me dress my best. I guess yesterday morning I should have listened.
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Date: 2009-12-06 07:05 am (UTC)I beam as he tells me he would like to eat outside if we could. Brilliant! I then turn to face him. My hands still within my pockets. He's small than I am, only by a few inchs. His hair a bit neater than my own. Not that I mind. My hair has a mind of its own. I tilt my head at him once again, studying him.
I then tilt my chin up, my eyes staying along him. "How long are you planning to stay with me, Peter Petrelli?" I finally ask him.
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Date: 2009-12-06 07:22 am (UTC)Of course, when I glance back at the Doctor he's still just standing there, swaying, waiting for an answer.
"How long do you want me?"
It's a weird place to be. I just met this guy yesterday. I never knew his name before he offered me his hand and an adventure I could never conceive of. And trust me, I've had quite a few adventures in the past two years myself. On a whim, I just said yes to him. And then we flew around a planet with a name I could never pronounce -- that nearly made him dislocate his jaw trying! -- with violet skies...only to topple down into soft grass tipped in crimson.
Technically, any normal person would be screaming by now. Not me. I opted to sleep in his time ship and now we're going to some distant place for breakfast.
It's like all of my childhood fantasies are coming true.
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Date: 2009-12-06 07:38 am (UTC)I smile at him softly as he asks how long to I want him. I want him to stay with me for as long as he can, as long as he like.
"The choice is indeed yours, Peter" I reply softly. Tilting my chin up once again with another soft smile. "I'll have you for however long you wish to be with me" I add.
I have been given many different answers when I ask how long one would choose to stay with me. Rose Tyler had said forever and I was a fool to believe such a thing. It wasn't her fault. It was mine. I lost her long ago but she still has apart of me. Her own Doctor, someone who can die with her. The lovely Martha Jones chose to leave me behind, she had to for her sake. The brilliant Donna Noble I had to leave behind. There have been others.
This life does have a price and I'm willing to tell Peter that if he happens to get into this far too deep. I don't want to lose anyone else.
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Date: 2009-12-06 07:51 am (UTC)Funny. Family is so important to me. I've gone back to Nathan over and over again when he's hurt me deeply every step of the way. I've forgiven mom countless times. I've overlooked my dad's schemes. If I don't get away from them, I could end up dead.
My reason for being me is too tied up with a road to disaster.
I smile lopsidedly, my lower lip -- particularly numb on the left side thanks to Nathan throwing a football at my face when I was five -- never has behaved when I want it too. "Because I think my answer might be a little forward. We just met." I laugh. I hope he does too and doesn't see how serious I actually mean to be about my innuendo of forever.
((bump the next one, we're getting skinny! Must fix this layout.))
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Date: 2009-12-06 08:07 am (UTC)"No" I reply softly. A soft grin forming along my lips.
Still I know I will need an answer before long. I don't want to keep Peter away from those who may need him. Yet I don't want it to seem like I'm rushing him either. I can see he's getting a little nervous once again. I can't help but to join into his laughter at his next comment. Clever boy he is.
"Fair enough" I grin at him. My grin bright along my dashing features. "I just don't want to keep you away from those who may need you or those who may miss you greatly."
( UGH, I hate to leave but I must be getting to bed. I'll have you another reply ASAP <3. You get some sleep as well. Sleep tight <3. ))
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Date: 2009-12-06 08:17 am (UTC)An invisible man once told me that the reason I became a nurse, the reason I've striven my entire life for peace and justice and goodness, was because I was born an empath. Now, it's not a power that's let me see into the souls of men and know who they are, truly and completely, but I do think I'm an all right judge of character. Minus some hiccups with my family of course, but I have a theory on why that is...even if I'd rather not think about it right now.
The Doctor, just the same, is one of those good men.
"So where are we going then? I'd put a stipulation on places that I can pronounce but then we might miss out on a sky like-- Like that last place."
((OOC geek moment about Claude there. ^__^ Mister Number 9. I hope you're having fun! This is a blast!))
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Date: 2009-12-09 01:37 am (UTC)It was true. I had seena glimps into Peter's future. Like I have most people if not all. I am a Time Lord. I can do anything I want.
Peter is a good man. A true hero.
I grin at him brightly once again. He must be getting a little annoyed with me. "You'll see."
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Date: 2009-12-09 01:48 am (UTC)I'd have never found this on my own!
I swing my arms from side to side after I realize that I'm mimicking him. Such a pain in the ass for empaths really! Well, for this one at least.
I snort under my breath and end up having to jog to catch up with him again. He's got annoying long legs. By the time we reach the controls, I find myself rather eagerly gazing around, trying my hardest to puzzle this machine together. It's impossible.
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Date: 2009-12-11 05:18 am (UTC)As I walk along the TARDIS I always seem to forget just how long my legs really are. Of course it could be the simple fact that most of my fellow friend's legs are just short. I can't hide a soft laughter as I notice how excited Peter is becoming. He also looks like me standing there. Unable to stand still.
"Might want to hold on again" I warn.
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Date: 2009-12-11 05:29 am (UTC)I head towards the ramp leading to the door and wrap my arms around one of the support beams just before he whirls some wheels and slams his hand down on some knobs I hadn't even seen before. The whole TARDIS jerks and despite my ability to call up super strength, it's one power I always forget I have until I'm rolling on the floor.
I look up at the Doctor as he looks down at me and sigh.
"I gotta learn to listen better."
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Date: 2009-12-13 11:27 pm (UTC)"You alright?" I ask him softly.
I look him over slightly before my eyes fall along the TARDIS doors. I can't help but grin slightly. "Looks like we have reached are stop" I grin at him as I move to open the doors.
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Date: 2009-12-13 11:38 pm (UTC)"Gotta work on the dismount," I said, pausing behind him as he cracks open the door and try to to see over his shoulder. That's not going to work. So I duck to see under his arm...and again, it's almost nothing.
I suppose I'm a little touchier than most people. My mother's always been touchy. And Nathan and I have as well, perhaps even borderline inappropriately. That's Italian families for you. Lots of kissing and hugging. I find no reason why I shouldn't put my hand on the Doctor's back and try to squirm between him and the narrow TARDIS door.
I just want to see outside!
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Date: 2009-12-16 12:36 am (UTC)His excitment reminds me alot of Rose Tyler's. She was always ready for a nice adventure. All of my partners were but Peter's energy was amazing. Peaceful to be around.
I laugh softly as he squirms under my arm and moves to peep outside. He is going to be very surprised and happy with the very beautiful and perfect choice.
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Date: 2009-12-16 12:43 am (UTC)It makes the ground blue, my skin blue, and the TARDIS... All right, that's always blue. The buildings are all a bright shade of green -- making me think that they are painted yellow perhaps -- and I realize that we've parked in an alley way that is very much reminiscent of how Earth looks.
Minus the shading of course.
"I wonder if the people here are always sad. On Earth, I read that blue walls can make you feel unhappy."
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Date: 2009-12-20 09:42 pm (UTC)"You're very clever" I beam at him, nodding towards the ally way as I begin to walk.
"I highly doubt that. Colours sometimes have differnet meanings on other planets. I am sure it will have a fun meaning here" I grin as I keep walking, almost skipping in excitment.